I guess

I leaned into your embrace.
Can it feel this good?

I guess I could want to.

Your eyes spoke like
sin-kissed stars.
They sparkle like jewels
in the silent sky.

The trees ripple with the
caress of the wind.
"Will it rain now?" they ask in sighs
that splash across the wind
in wave after wave of dust that
courses thro my dark hair.

I can count the swarming bees.
"Bees? its the middle of the night"
But its spring, right?

The rain tumbles down
as it flows down my skin,
my lips are sealed.
I spoke too soon.


I can shiver. I am not alone
but I am lonely.
I feel a fuzzy warmth inside my chest.
Its not what you said.
I believe it was myself
that held me close
as the dark engulfed my being.
My sight became blank.
No it was brimming black.
I stayed silent as sobs bubbled under
my throat.

My body began shutting down.
Hypothermia.
You won't die, I hear myself say.
You cant.
I won't let you.
As If I am an outsider to my self.
I love the face that I can be two beings at the same time.

and barely be aware of it.

something burns my skin.
the dark reduces.
the light begins creeping towards me.
Her long nailed fingers crawl over,
spider like,
sting me whole.
Acid.
It burns light.
Bright light.

Did I open my eyes?
I wonder.
the placid background of the sky.
The red ground.
alive.
ow confusing that two beings form
one universe.
Do I do the same?
Hide one?
but the universe does not hide.

Where can I?
How can I?
Why should I?

silent words thro sealed lips.

Did I open my eyes?
I never closed them.


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