Demand Me...

Demand me.
Don't hide me from the truth.
I know you know, I know.
These dried flowers stand as a reminder
of your efforts to save me.
Every season comes and goes
so must I
Let winter come, my love
these few short months
I have to comfort
others.
I still hold your memory
dear inside me
like cradled children in
heaven's arms
Please give me this time.
I return my love
when come spring 'round the corner.
Wait at the statue of the Lady,
I shall wait.
My love, dream of me and I visit you frequently
You are the chosen of them all
to bare their pain
You can my love, find the strength.
Just believe in me,
I come again.
You shared your heart with me,
mine with yours....
But I have to go my love,
don't fill tears in your eyes.
My heart drowns every time.
Hear the violins and whistles calling me
my life,
I must go
the caverns call.
For you it is winter.
For someone else it is summer.
I share not my pain with thee
but my happiness,
yes I do.
Bind me not, but only in friendship
O how the caverns call...
Parting be painful for all.
But you go to heaven.
After you go,
I still fare in these lands,
trapped in the future and in memory.
Frozen moments.
Don't wish yourself here,
it is but a bed of roses
but my sinking days will
lead me to you some day.
I'll fare you there, my love,
That shall be my last day...
My last my love my life,
they forbade me
to give you
my being...
but you were true,
I shall be too.
I know you know, I know.
I don't hide from the truth.
Love can never be hidden.

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Fare me to a land of hope
along the garden path
to a fantasy and lore
to a forbidden cliff
Upon the valley I stare
through crystal eyes
the light shining in my eyes shall
be your light.
Somber poetry to song the valley sings
to the unattainable cliff
which lies far away, like paradise
hope in heaven they meet...
but eternity they last along each other,
one dies without the other
but still one dies with the other.
Sincere hope and faith shall bend fate
maybe and curve the path to my side
make the rocks in the sea even rounder
But it's more like the sea meeting and breaking
at the cliff repeatedly,
here and then gone,
sadly, happily
sometimes with no feeling.

Start the music and breathe deep
move your body close to me.
Smile throught pursed lips and
move your hands through my hair.
save me from death tonight
save me from suiside
purify me and change me
attitude tournage....
maybe in the stone age I'd known you
but neither can hide this feeling inside and
don't try tonight
find that vein in my neck and sink in your
sweetened thorns again and again...
and again.
Find my breath and suck it out
and stare at my pupils
dilated pleasure
widened heat and speed
a truth in my being
in the shadow of the garden lay me softly
in the dark ground next to yourself and
lay the wreaths and flowers every dawn
Wait till moon-rise next.
For I come again.

This is the latest poetry based on stuff I started I guess a year ago..

Green Maroon of dried blood...:D

Cared for you, but now I don't

it was not alright, caring for you

it was illegal and cancerous

but it was real all the same.

I didn't say and you went to play

Sorry I didn't say...

sorry I didn't pray or play

but I cared for you

and may be still do...

This is for all the words that fill my infalted heart...

This is my view of things...
I have an inflated heart for the exams and it's hurting my ribs...(that was sick)
Anyways, I actually started blogging today so that I could get my poetry and writing out there.
An effort none the less..not huge, but like I repeat an effort non the less.
I think an October Heat stroke does that to you..messes up you brain and hammers on your head..
This is a status update of the mistaken teenage poet who is almost out of that too..