Its when it rains hard like this that

I like to see myself dripping.

Standing in the shower, under the
shower that has no control knob.
Spilling over my soaking skin,
my hair is mussed and lenthed
and silkened as they blend with
sreams of water
My eyes close and my arms raise
themselves, feeling more of the
downpour against my dripping body
The colour of the sky is darker than
the night,
the air is slightly purple and not a
star in sight.
I ponder if its a faraway moon
that watches me,
washing, bathing and frolicking in
the rain
close to my skin, a lazy breeze is
blowing
ripples of goosebumps,
still I want the dripping wet.
Cold at the top of my head,
warm at my feet,
the flow of water along my skin
is the touch of an angel,
it's feathers
falling like fatter drops on my eyes
or lips,
I imprint this feeling into the
deepest reserve of my mind
to recall upon
when my body is dry and barren in

the summer heat.
And the Thunder above has spoken

it's prayer.
He has cast his spell
and more angels bless my skin
as they meet the ground below.
The ground is wet, living, flowing
with the steady addition
of the endless water from above.


Slowly I open my eyes as
everything calms.
Drops of water untagle and drip
from my long hair into the puddles
around me
rippling the happy feeling inside.
A warmth that ripples,
the purity of the soul,
is by the second
increasing.

Little Girl

Little girl,

burn your fingers,
cut your hair,
be brave.

pick up your pencil,
use a crayon,
with the pen,
express.

Walk in over-sized heels,
And play house-
With your doll-baby.
Cook, clean and decorate.

Sit dreaming by the window,
And play with bangs of your
Long coloured hair.

Draw and write stories,
Dream with eyes that glaze
And bring a smile on your face.

And when your heart clenches,
Don’t forget to shed the tears,
You can try and hold them back;
Don’t be afraid.

Meet others in this world.
Look at the angles that call out to you.
Step up to all the challenges that you face.

Put make-up on,
Beauty that will brighten with time.
Just a little bit,
Because your eyes should twinkle
And your lips a grin.


Trust.
And be broken.
And remember to wipe your tears
And stand up again.

Hurt. Ache.
It’s a sweet lesson-
To sweeter moments.

Love.
It’s the most wonderful feeling.
From the bottom of your heart,
Form the innermost part of your being.

Keep secrets.
Read faces.
Don’t forget to pray.

Little girl,
Cradled in my arms,
Your breath so sweet,
Your mind so clear,
Your heart so pure and
Your dreams that sparkle.
Learn these lessons,
Embrace the reasons,
Dear heart,
You are little me;
It’s the beautiful person you’re to be!
It’s you in the future,
Holding your hand and
Taking you to your
Sparkling, dazzling future!

Somewhere

Inspired by the song Somewhere by Within Temptation



I'll find you somewhere
untill my dying day...

My cold white feet walk
along the path of Destiny
but I know my silver dead eyes can
change the road ahead
My ghost is beside me
my humanity was dead
a few days ago
but still I will come...

I'll find you somewhere
untill my diying day...

I'll keep on trying to
change the way they see me
and what they wanted to make

you
Never could they see what was
so serene
Now never will they, what you

could have been

They are the dummies of time
of their own virtues that decide
end of our time
never will they wake from their

eternal rest
to see the Aveyond
turned to

dust.